Tag: lost
-
Nothingness
Feeling nothing – not upset or annoyed. Subsiding into numbness, all-consuming void. Nothing to say, no words to soothe. Mind, a blank, muffles the truth. Being nothing – remaining inert because doing anything takes too much effort. Drifting in nothingness here to stay where nothing can reach me now go away
-
When am I?
Past? Present? Future? Living too much in the past leads to depression. Worrying too much about the future causes anxiety. But what if you have both depression and anxiety? Stop thinking … be present. Why is is so hard to stay in the present? Here? Now? My mind keeps wandering off all over the place…
-
Lost … Panic … Grief … Found
I didn’t know who I was anymore. I didn’t know what I wanted or where I was, or even when I was – certainly not in the present! Life had become so painful that I didn’t want to do it anymore. I felt useless … hopeless … helpless … pointless … less … less ……
To The Core 