Tag: forgiveness
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Grief
Feeling cast adrift, forever lost at sea; Pounded by waves, a deluge of “if onlys”.
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Dear Sister
Is there anything you wish to say to me?Let’s be frank, speak openly. I see pain on your face, you’re clearly angry. Holding on to this must be torture. Is there anything I can do for you?I know this hurts, it’s my truth too. I can’t change the past, no hope of rescue. Feeling helpless…
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Change
Hard to admit when I show up unhelpfully, Kicking myself at missed opportunity. Speaking impulsively, creates separation. Try keeping quiet, not offering suggestion. A door was opened, a well-meaning invitation, But my ego reared up with a barrage of accusation. Wish I’d paused for thought, some time for reflection. Chewed back my words given chance…
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Trust
Betrayal. How could he? I trusted him. Adult: Danger. Protect. Shutdown. De-personify. Frozen echo from the past; denied and inaccessible. How could they? I trusted them. Child: fear. death. unsafe. helpless. overwhelm. dissociate Hide. Soul-destroying. Adult: busy … denial … doing … avoidance … The avoidance only adding to the suffering. And then the silence…
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